Thursday, August 8, 2013

Silent Storms

Age is a blinding net.

If my words are safer
inside my pointed tongue
Even every so often
As poisoned by yours,
then there they shall stay, hibernate.
They will rest as the sunken vessels,
company of the sea floor,
whispering its black secrets.
You'll hear them talking-
in the squalls,
the currents,
in every breaking wave.

I remember you
You stumble to me,
regaining your breath.
I cradle you, your
twisted nets,
shredded sails-
damage of
the audacity of she,
your barefoot ocean-
the pollutant composing you.

I waited, I listened, tangled,
drowning in your currents,
deep crying out to deep.

Mending
and ripping and mending the net,
empathy and sympathy claiming
each respectful stitch.
Until my vulnerable siren, my "I think..."
completes your restoration,
turns the tide, and
activates your savagery.

Unanswered questions meet
your wordy pretension
composed-
this,
this supposed inverness,
this vast sea,
While I am
your silent storm and
your anomaly.

a message in a bottle
for anyone:

S.O.S.

I'm more insecure
 than I've ever understood.